Man

I wasn't much of a man lately until i decided that I needed to control my emotions. I really envy the monks handle things some times. They are both calm and "nonchalant" and since they gave up their earthly desires; I guess they are pretty good at handling their feelings. I havent been really honest with my friends; but this is perhaps my 7th relapse. I am no longer bounded by my own limitations. I will live everyday as though it is my last; use every minute on the bus as wisely as possible. Time is no longer the essence; A body is no longer my container. I will do what I know I should do.